hais , wad shld i do now ? continue hold on or let go ?? choose to forgive , bt how to forget ? hais , nw i'm the one facing all tis. wann to trust u wib my whole heart ,bt can i ? hais. why shld i get all tis in return after giving out sho much & making sho mani sacrifics ? issit fair to mie !! if can i rather choose not to noe. even though how hard i try to stay strong , i stil break down.. u teach mie lahs , how to forget ??? hais. to u or mayb the rest , it may be jus a small ting bt to mie it means alot. i can oni sae , my heart ish hundred , thousand , million tyms more pain den ur. no1 wil understand my feeling now. no matter how much tears i shed , it oso cnt change the fact. gonna face it all by myself even though how hard it would be.. no matter how hard i try to control my tears , it still stroll down whenever i tink of it. even though how much tears i shed , no1 ish goin to cares either yea. hais , i'm sho useless !! i don wann to tink abt it bt it kips flashing through !!!!the pain ish unbearable. u're the one who make mie smile and yet now u're the one who make my smile disappear. wann to hate u fer all tis , bt at the same tym i love u. i rather choose to love den hate , cuz to hate a person ish jus a torture to mie. hais ! not gonna tink anymore , the more i tink the more i hate myself fer being sho weak & useless !! my heart hab been broken into many pieces , how to mend it bac ? sigh. all tis ish reali killing mie !!! forget it !!
Labels: shattered heart , uncountable tears.
